✶ ada miēle ✶

staring at the blue light until it becomes a gate to the sky. knowing u will never perceive me is my daily cardio.

rainbow sheets again. staring at the ceiling like it’s a loading screen. loving ppl i’ll never meet feels safer than touching reality tbh.

i miss smiling at my phone for no reason. now i just refresh. same motion, no reward.

walking thru milan and literally every street corner is a personal attack. my heart is just a storage unit for hatred rn.

we were never gonna meet and somehow that still hurts. parasocial grief is real idc.

you're in my veins you fuck.

being terminally online is the only spiritual experience i have left. trying to solve the drake equation with zero math skills just pure vibes and dissociation.

one last time forever is such a scam. everything just keeps looping like a bad tab i can’t close.

pls tell me how u actually feel. not the brand-safe version. not the story highlight.

sometimes god is on the layout.

being high on the internet feels like solving cosmic math with zero tools. wrong answers only.

drop the home address in the dms just in case instagram dies 4ever. i need a backup plan for my parasocials.

convince me this isn't the end of the world (spoiler: u cant). rule no.1: no crying until the credits roll.

remembers something you don’t.

everyone keeps leaving. i stay becoming more impossible. kind of iconic. kind of tragic.

in case this app dies save me somewhere real. or don’t. i hate permanence but i’m scared of losing you.

current mood: lorazepam, joy division and waiting for the timeline to collapse. take the clearpill bestie, if we extinct we extinct.

i am becoming impossible to deal with and honestly? valid. falling in love with ppl i'll never meet is my full time job.

never sliding into dms cause i’m cool like that (actually just terrified of being known). staying a lowbie 4ever.

prove to me it's over. u wasted so much of my time i hope u rot. girlfriends forever tho.

all cities feel haunted if you suffered there. milan especially. bad aura. buffering trauma.

sometimes i think i’m cool like that. then i remember i’m just tired.

canon is broken. hope is deprecated. vibes are unstable. still posting.

kiss kiss. emotional labor invoice pending. €500. love u though.